Fear Prevents Celebration

Can you remember a moment when you let fear stand in your way of accomplishing or doing something? I know I can... on more than one occasion. When fear sets in, you are closed off from doings that should happen because you might be afraid of failing or rejection. In order for real life to happen or success, we must overcome fear to the do the impossible. Whether it is running a marathon, or walking a 5k, or just find the courage to tell your crush you like. I charge you to do something bold and different that fear has prevented you from doing before. I walked my own personal 5K today and it was the best feeling ever. This week I am trying something I have feared before to have my own personal celebration!

Down 2 pounds this week! Rejoicing in PROGRESS!!

Since I Been Gone....

My has the weeks flown by!! I have been slacking on my pimping and spending way to much time stress and over indulging in sweets, Five Guys, Taco Bell, KFC, Chicken Boxes, and much more.. Yes my eating has been erratic and the workout non-existence. So have cleaned up the clutter in my life and is refocused. One more thing, my weight went up!! The Weighty Rollercoaster Continues!

A Weighty Rollercoaster

For over three years, I have been in a "relationship"... Never fully committed... Leaving and then two months later coming back... Our longest separation was over nine months but I eventually came back... Yes, I have some type of commitment issue but not with a man but with Weight Watchers... Now that I am a pound away from my original starting weight at Weight Watchers (279.6), I can't help but wonder what makes this time different...What about me is different this time around?

My weight tracker on Weight Watchers looks like a Six Flags Rollercoaster... Full of lows but it steadily climbed up.. Sharps ups and slow downs. I am excited to see the decline in the chart... But that will not happen if I don't tracking my meals, working out, and getting rid of toxic associates..

Junior Prom Pictures

May 1st, 2010... I had the opportunity to attend the junior prom aside from the heat...it was a great event!

Everything must go down!!

Last week wasn't the best week ever... There is absolutely no excuse or explantation beside poor planning and lack of physical activity to explain my weight gain... Yes, even though I was sick, I could have made better decisions. So instead of crying and having a pity party about my weight gain.. I am going to rejoice in the fact that it is time for me to ownership for the bad decisions I make when I don't workout or effectively plan my meals! Until next week, have a wonderful week... I will be posting some new pictures and recipes by the end of the week!